Be Ridiculously Passionate: 7/22

From the journal July 2022:

Today, I find myself reflecting on a truth that dances in my heart like a child—the universe loves a person who is so ridiculously passionate that people think they’re a little crazy. What a delightful notion! To be labeled “crazy” for embracing passion, for chasing that wild, untamed spark that ignites the soul. It feels almost like a badge of honor, doesn’t it? The kind of fervor that makes others raise their eyebrows, whispering behind your back, but inside, you know you’re just living fully, unapologetically.

It loves a person who says “screw it” and takes the risk instead of languishing in the land of “what could’ve been.” Oh, how many times have I found myself teetering on the edge of possibility, heart racing, ready to leap into the unknown? There’s something intoxicating about that moment of decision, that exhilarating rush of stepping off the cliff and trusting that the net will appear. I want to embrace that spirit, to dive headfirst into the wild unknown, knowing that every leap takes me closer to the life I envision.

And kindness! The universe must absolutely adore those whose kindness isn’t calculated, but simply flows from the essence of who they are. How beautiful it is to give without expectation, to offer warmth and compassion freely, to be that light in someone’s shadowed path. I want to cultivate that kind of kindness, a generosity that springs from a well of love rather than obligation, a kindness that transforms not only the world around me but also enriches my own spirit.

I’m learning that redirection is not failure; it’s a nudge from the muses to aim higher. When life pushes me off course, I want to embrace that as an invitation to expand my horizons, to reconsider what I truly desire. It’s a reminder that sometimes the universe has a better plan, one that I might not yet see. I want to be the kind of person who laughs in the face of redirection, who pivots with grace and resilience, who understands that every twist and turn is an opportunity for growth.

It loves a person who chases dreams that look absurd to others but are crystal clear in their heart. I know this feeling all too well—the thrill of pursuing something that makes my heart sing, even if it makes others scratch their heads in confusion. I want to be that bold dreamer, the one who dares to step outside the lines, who believes in the magic of possibility, who knows that absurdity can lead to the most beautiful manifestations.

And yes, it loves a mind who fights for what they deserve but still carries softness in their heart. It’s that delicate balance of strength and vulnerability, the courage to assert oneself while remaining open and compassionate. I want to embody that duality, to be fierce in my pursuit of joy while nurturing gentleness in my interactions.

Let’s not forget the goofballs! The universe adores those who can laugh at themselves, who never run out of material for joy and humor. Life is too short to take too seriously, and I want to embrace the whimsy, the silliness, the moments of pure joy that come from not taking myself too seriously. Laughter is the best medicine, and I want to be the one who spreads it generously.

Finally, the universe loves a person who is too busy creating their own happiness to hold onto hate. I want to immerse myself in the act of creation, to fill my life with experiences and connections that nourish my spirit. I want to let go of the weight of resentment and negativity, to make space for love and joy, to prioritize my own happiness as an act of rebellion against the chaos of life.

Here’s to the universe and its wild, beautiful embrace of passion, kindness, absurdity, and joy. Here’s to living boldly and authentically, to embracing the crazy moments, to pursuing dreams that set my heart ablaze. Here’s to creating a life that reflects the love and light that the world so generously offers. I’m ready, let’s dance!